I'm not playing Rush anymore.

[olicon]

Hello, everybody.

MCD Rush is an amazing gamemode, one that I had the absolute pleasure to work on. It was very fun making it and I did enjoy playing on it.

However, the more I played on it the more toxic I became. There are definitely people who have noticed this toxicity, and how I react to it.

This toxicity has slowly begun to affect the way I see things through my judgment; self-aware of that I decided to not punish players I associate with. This is a bad thing. I want to be able to clearly make decisions as a staff member of MCD without my judgment being clouded by anger. I have begun to lose self-control slowly as a result of playing Factions again.

With that being said, I will not be playing Rush anymore. I will continue to moderate chat and maybe farm, but I will not be participating in PvP or raiding. I'm sorry to all of my HoldThisSalt faction mates, and I'm sorry to the people I was not very nice to. I especially apologize to @Zie.

Thank you.

 

[koimatt]

you do realize this is minecraft right?

 

[Celestaria]

Pretty much the reason why I never play factions seriously, in the end turns into too much of a toxic environment which also tends to slowly drag you into it.

I agree with you MCD Rush is quite interesting and fun to play, and I hope to still see you hanging around

 

[Ziexd]

Pretty much the reason why I never play factions seriously, in the end turns into too much of a toxic environment which also tends to slowly drag you into it.

I agree with you MCD Rush is quite interesting and fun to play, and I hope to still see you hanging around

Not even every aspect of rush is toxic. Of course, faction servers are generally more toxic, but when you throw all of the super toxic players into one faction, shit is bound to get bad

 

[Savannahhh]

Glad to see that you are taking a step back to prevent yourself from becoming toxic again. (Throwback to last year Oli..? )

 

[olicon]

Glad to see that you are taking a step back to prevent yourself from becoming toxic again.

Thanks! I don't want to ruin other players experience or impair myself as a staff.

(Throwback to last year Oli..? )

smh. Never forget Oli as as squeaky 13 year old; triple the cancer I am now.

 

[ThorpePark]

Hey Oli, remember when we didn't get along; when I was in Girth? It was quite toxic so I left as I couldn't take it and wanted to be in a faction (clubweed) so that it wouldnt be toxic and I could do my job moderating. So I respect your discission.

 

[olicon]

Hey Oli, remember when we didn't get along; when I was in Girth? It was quite toxic so I left as I couldn't take it and wanted to be in a faction (clubweed) so that it wouldnt be toxic and I could do my job moderating. So I respect your discission.

Thanks man. Agree with you 100% on that, cheers.